I just wanted to throw it all away!

I had a rough start to my week. I go on social media and saw something disturbing and it just ruined my whole vibe.  I wanted to cry. I could feel the tears forming in my eyes. 

I just wanted to throw it all away. 

I wanted to throw away my ideas, my business, my craft, my gift. I just couldn’t believe what was happening to me. 

So after calming down and talking to my husband I cleared my space with sage, lit a candle and pulled a card. This beautiful card. 

It hit me. 


It may have seemed that all was lost or that I needed to just give up what I have worked so hard for because of a post. Yet the universe was not trying to communicate that to me. What she was saying that despite what is going on I must believe in myself. I must trust in my gifts, talents, craft, etc. to know that all is not lost and that I will be okay. She was also saying that no matter what, she works for me and not against me. Therefore what I saw as a disaster or my end was actually a push to grow.  

So you’re probably asking what does this have to do with me. 

Well a lot. We often think that mishaps are happening to us when indeed they are happening for us. What we see as challenges may be signs that it is not time, to be patient, try something else, or get uncomfortable (aka grow). Either way we must not forget to believe in who we are and what we can do. Trust it. 

So the next time you just want to throw it all away remember to Believe in yourself. Trust that all things happen for your good and we just have to be still and figure that out or go with the obvious flow. 

So I’m going to go make like a squirrel and trust that no matter how big or small the challenge I will get through as long as I believe in me. 

Until next time…


Published by Tahiyya Martin

Holistic Wellness Practitioner

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